Sunday, August 10, 2008
some thoughts I've been previously thinking for the past couple hours.cheerleadanceyeah that's right, cheering & dancing. that was probably the concept behind it. it's an inter-high school tournament? what gives. so like, i passed by this mall. and saw a big gig going on. and decided to peek. and truthfully, they might not as flashy as i used to see during nba's gig or dutch inter-high school tournament. but some of 'em were good, i tell you.
duomaiasome of you might not familiar with this name, due to it's a local singer duo here in Indonesia. um, i just wanna say they are pretty good live. the gig that i said before? so they hired this group to sing there. um, of course this is a common secret. doesn't matter how good you sounded on tape, you won't always be THAT good live. but this group is pretty good. thumbs up.
kidsdoesn't matter how bad i'm trying to suppress this feeling. i still dislike kids. they are annoying. and i think they are just nuisance for all i care. i don't know why. yes i know. i've been a kid myself. and *damyn* i must be one helluva of a kid. a naughty one on top of that. but still i cant tolerate when they are running around and being a good obstacle, getting on my way. i'm a kid-unfriendly person. i know. HEY i'm trying! it's not like i could tell those kids to steady down and sit properly?
the process of growing upi walked pass this mcdonald outlet i used to visit when i was still a toddler. well... a tiny bit grown up toddler. i was 8. and there's this big & giant playground i used to play at when i was a kid. big & giant? well that's what i used to think of. when i took a good look earlier. i realized that i've grown. i used to think that thing is SOOOO BIG & SPACEY. but heck, today it seemed to small & crampy. ugly & dirty, probably because that thing is old & not-so-well-maintained. so yeah, i've grown. not mentioning some parts of me of course. *look down* tee-hee. i can ensure you that they've grown well & sexy. *chuckle*
home & not a housedo you know what's the different between a home & a house? a home can be a house, but a house wont always be a home for you.
grown upfrom what i saw earlier, i realized. my body took a form of an adult. but why? i don't feel that old. a denial, perhaps?
money issueyea i'm officially broke, i might forced to live on bread and water till the end of this month. aaah shucks.
Labels: casual talk, chatter, rant, thoughts
im done atx 5:31 PM
Thursday, July 31, 2008
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Food Poisoning, the syndrome......)
This article was taken from a newspaper article. Enhanced with some Wiki Links.
Delay (Incubation Time): 1-5 hours
Symptom(s) : Nauseous, Vomiting, Diarrhea, Spasm Attack
Probability Cause :
Bacillus Cereus (Rice Grain, Meat, Vegetables)
Another LinkDelay (Incubation Time): 2-6 hours
Symptom(s) : Nauseous, Vomiting, Diarrhea
Probability Cause :
Staphylococcus Aureus (Meat, Chicken, Cheese)
Delay (Incubation Time): 8-18 hours
Symptom(s) : Diarrhea, Sharp pain around stomach area
Probability Cause :
Clostridium Perfringens (Meat, Chicken)
Delay (Incubation Time): 8-16 hours
Symptom(s) : Diarrhea, Sharp pain around stomach area
Probability Cause :
Bacillus Cereus (Meat, Chicken, Vegetables)
Delay (Incubation Time): 12-36 hours
Symptom(s) : Low/Weak Body Condition, Double/Blurry Sight, Difficulty to Swallow, Dry Mouth
Probability Cause :
Clostridium Botulinum (Honey, Vegetables, Fruits, Chicken)
Delay (Incubation Time): 12-48 hours
Symptom(s) : Diarrhea, Fever, Sharp pain around stomach area
Probability Cause :
Salmonella (Egg, Fresh Milk, Meat, Chicken)
Delay (Incubation Time): 12-48 hours
Symptom(s) : Diarrhea, Occasional Bleeding
Probability Cause :
Escherichia Coli (Meat, Milk)
Delay (Incubation Time): 2-5 days
Symptom(s) : Diarrhea, Stomachache, Fever
Probability Cause :
Campylobacter (Animal Product)
Advised Treatment: Head to your nearest doctor a.s.a.p
im done atx 6:45 AM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
fall & reawakeningremember what i said about life? the surprising twist & turn.
well, this is about human endurance and how human is surprisingly able to struggle back. their unpredictable nature.
I remember about how one day I was about to break down. I had nothing else but sorrow. enormous hatred and anger that were directed towards myself. and I was ready to give up right there.
That night, I had a soothing dream. Unknowingly why it was nor the reason of it, but I was grateful of that dream.
Because after that, it was almost as if I was rejuvenated, and re motivated to start everything new.
So here I am, sitting on the hospital's cold floor. With my laptop on & my favorite musics on my cell. And I'm ready to kick some ass.
It was sunk & die. But I came back from the after life.
im done atx 4:46 PM
Monday, March 31, 2008
Coffee & IYou know, I hated coffee. I hated the flavor. Bitter.
But now, I grew to like it. More than ever, probably. Dont get me wrong, I still like soda & other beverages. Just I am in favor of coffee nowadays.
I like it sweet,... how would you like your coffee?
Labels: coffee
im done atx 3:44 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
annoyance....
lately, i am so easily annoyed. even by the smallest thing i encountered. feel like exploding, sometimes even with no reason. feel like im dyin' from inside.
i dont even feel like socializing with people. noone will notice anyway, i wonder untill how long i will able to fool them. home is not even an option,.... a safe harbour? i even feel more annoyed when im at home.
if you can call that home... anyway.
im overflown by emotions. i used to able to control this kind of impulses. why not now?
before, whenever i saw kid(s). i'd be like "oh fucking toddler..." and that's that. but like couple days ago, i'd feel like smacking 'em and remove em from my path. that's bad, i know. but somehow i really dont feel like being polite anymore.
am i just bad. spoiled... or what?
i wanna kill someone. and get away with it....
im done atx 4:15 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
.... sometimes life takes a weird turn, and that's where it took a suprising twist.
I do admit I dont like anything suprising. I'd prefer something I planned work out, instead I got caught in something I dont know what to anticipate. (good things excluded, of course)
I dislike annoyance. I dislike standing out. I dislike people.
why? you ask? I dont know.
maybe I'm just being a stubborn & arrogant prick. which I am, probably.
a friend called me snobbish. I have to say I have to disagree on that. but heck, I dont know. maybe its just what people think of me.
ended up here in indonesia is not something out of my expectations. like I said, sometimes life takes a weird turn. a little twist, in your everyday life.
I felt like a child that's thrown in a weird pool. trying to swim, and sunk.
wherever I go, I'd probably end the same.
.......................................... I'm just that stupid
